Can a kind person please read this?

sounds like your a normal teenager. some kids go through puberty different, i was the same way. i took it really hard actually had to see a therapist because my whole thought process was just "screw it" nothing mattered i didnt wanna be around people and i rarely had conversation with my peers. whomever called you a wimp is a dummy. he simply is observing your behavior and because he is not a trained professional able to detect anxiety or depression your behavior doesnt make sense to him. so he spews stupidity out of his ignorant mouth and to him it makes sense but your not a wimp. it takes to post what u posted on the internet where everyones is a critical . i suggest you see a therapist and talk about everything thats bothering you. the therapist wont judge you. it sounds like you suffer from depression to me. depression causes lazy behavior and low self esteem that would make you hate yourself. i worked in a detention center awhile ago i seen kids with depression and kids with horrible anger problems. my boss told me that the second the kids sensed weakness they would pounce. so sometimes even if you dont feel charasmatic or care free,,, you just gotta act like you do.